Facing The final Journey

Well finaly i reach the no 50 of my age. Fuh! am i realy contious about it? May be sometime but mostly not. its bad for me because i'm already 50 and tomorrow its become more and more and finaly its come to the final journey. Am i still rememberwhat have i dont for  the last 50 years ago ? off caused i still can remember it but its started when i was 7years old. I still can remember it where there was a lots off fruit trees srounding my house just like a manggosteen tree, rambutan tree, rubber tree, coconut tree and others. Do you know how i feel? its cool and fresh. Today there are no more trees but only houses and its become more warm and clumsy and can you emagine how this minor situation can change the climate.